I don’t feel like going to the healing mass initially after a long day at work. The thought getting stronger when I saw Grab fare hikes was high. It was double the price that I usually grab to church. However, I still had to go because I have promised someone that I’ll be there! Healing mass started with praise and worship. The woman sitting next to me caught my attention. She was hopping and clapping with
joy throughout the praise and worship. My heart sank for a while. I almost can’t remember what it’s like to hype with joy for God. I feel the cup in me had dried up, and I desire once again to be filled by God’s grace and love. Throughout the mass, I can feel the strong presence of God moving around. Especially during the praying over session, there’s a voice urging me to rise, telling me to open myself
up to Him. I went to the person who was going to pray for me. My mind went blank, and I didn’t know what to say. I ended up crying and confessing all my unworthiness. But God was telling me He still loves me despite all my unworthiness. This was also my first time that I allowed myself to rest in the Spirit. I felt a strong sense of peace and joy flowing in me that I couldn’t explained. I am thankful to
God that I made it to the healing mass. Thank you, Lord!